what does fate wants actually?

sunshines were peeking, finding a way through my closed eyelid. i slowly opened up my eyes. i felt my whole body weak. as if i never did had my sleep. but what i felt even more weak, was my right hand. sweating in cold, i started to shut my eyes closed, when suddenly they were caught by an unusual wake-up in the morning scene ; my right was holding something tight, which explained the extra weakness i felt. my brain was then struggling to find the answer of what might be that i was holding. and suddenly, i had a flashback, and the answer was getting clear..

to be continued.