because i was fated to listen to it.

my maths teacher was going on, and on, and on, about the current topic that we're learning, and i on the other hand, as always, was busy, daydreaming about you. but i was brought back to reality when his words caught me hanging, " in order to move on, you need to know the past topic very well first ". i know that he was talking about maths, but i wonder, can that work in real life? if it can, so fate wants me to move on, yes?

hubba hubba~

tomorrow, we'll start practising on the real stage, empire hotel. to be blunt, i've never been to empire. so i guess i'll make my history tomorrow. lol. and oh yeah, we're planning for something. i'll tell you guys on later post. stay tuned. :p goodnight!

i couldn't agree more.

" anthoropolgy always teaches me that, the alpha male is always the stand up one, sparkling, showing off its colourful feathers. and it is also the loudest. but this case proves anthropology wrong. this time, the alpha male is the quitest, the invisible, the one that looks out for family and friends. he tries hard to make his family or friend as the alpha male. now that is the true alpha male ".

may today won't be the last.

hello. goodmorning! the second i wake up this morning, i felt like a voice was whispered in my head "watch the sunrise..". and so, i did.

the sun is an amazing thing. it fall, it rise, right on time. :) 

it feels good to be undestood for a change. :')

have i ever mentioned that i actually have a girlfriend? well, i have never tell anyone, that i am currently dating this girl. she's a super smart girl. AND SUPER CUTE <3 hehe.

tadaaaaaaaaaa!

LOL. this is actually Olivia from Are You Smarter Than The Fifth Grader? reality program. i found her to be very adorable cause her eyes are like bunny rabbit to me. *melts. and she has a pretty smile too :)

so anyway, my plan didn't work out. i forgot to witness the satellite this morning. and the attemps to wake her up was a failure too, as she had her phone turned off (as if she knew!).

cca regristation had started yesterday, which i had missed due to the dance practise. but nevertheless, i will register later, as i got good reason why i had missed it. i haven't decided on what to choose yet. Adventure's AJK is one, but i wanna join some more. the more i join, the more merit points i'll have, as well as exta certificates for me at the end of this year. i have to decide! here are my thoughts, karate, badminton, swimming, choir and biology network. i might choose more than one of the list. but, the problem is, what if the day of those ccas clashed? i need to find this out first. and fast.

during psychology, teacher asked us one by one the meaning of motivation to us. i answered ' a form of internal enery ', and she choosed it as the best answer she got. i was like stared for a moment or two in disbelief, and it felt fun. hahahaha!

today's dance practise was kind of, umm, very nice. we were given the new school's diary. so while we were waiting for the bus, i checked it out, and extracted some info from my last year's diary. i didn't realised that i was being observed. z, my co-dancer, was surprised to find a guy that's using the given diary. organised even. she borrowed my old diary to 'investigate how guys think' she said. and she took it! hahaha. it has some personal stuff! i could've asked for it back though, but i think that would probably have hurt her. so i shook my head and made myself ignore my negative thinking, that i would feel embarrassed. i have had forgotten about it when we were in the bus though, as my attention was caught by the little sudoku competition (inserted in the new diary) with n and f (which i won :P). i felt scared when she returned it with a grin later on. imagine me thinking, 'did i wrote something that's really embarrassing?'. lol.

i have never ever met a guy like him. seriously. he wonders how girls think and do. he's easy to be friend with, no awkwardness whatsoever. he's organised, using the diary, which i have never seen any guy do. he doesn't bother to control his macho. other guy prefer playing video games and football. mostly they're dirty minded too. other guys always think that girl likes them when the girl give them compliments. but him, i have never met any guy like him before. seriously.

can you wake me up mentally after this? :)

hello! my dancing is improving! :D haha. i received a surprising text message from someone early in the morning today, waking me up. so i was up extra early today. haha. i'll wake her up tomorrow! >:] anw, my physics teacher said that, a bright light coming from a satellite (South east, 60 degrees elevation) can be seen tomorrow starting at around 6.21 a.m - 6.25 a.m for around ten minutes, and i'm planning to witness it. pray for me will ya? thank you.

some more please? :(

do you know the movie, charlie and the chocolate factory? willy wonka and stuff? well, turned out, it's a real factory! the chocolate does exist, and brunei had just started on selling them. it's not many though, and rare. but a friend of mine had bought it for me. thanks! :P

i'm not really a fan of chocolate, but i do love to eat them. and i think this chocolate have a perfect sweetness taste (not too sweet). i want more. haha. (p/s: i had always favoured oreo rather than choco, because of the extreme sweetness) (p/p/s: i'm kinda allergic to nuts)

look at my arts!

not many people knows how much i admire the beauty of arts. well anyway, look at mine. kindergartens' drawing are much better than mine, i know! haha. i'll share some from my sketch pad for laughter. lol.

i saved my best art for last. (left)

well, not really. haha. the last is not really mine.

i love abstract art the most. in my opinion, abstract art painters draw the 'complications' that exist in their heads. if not, well, i do.

i have a surprise.

i'm joining TRADITINAL DANCE PERFORMANCE! i may not be good, but i don't  care. i don't care what people might say either. i love trying something new, and being unpredictable.

anyway, we will be performing before His Majesty for the 46th seameo conference and the 6th ame meeting.

we've two weeks for practise and we've been practising for about a week now. i gotta say, it's fun. dancing makes me forget about my problems in my head momentarily. more importantly, it makes me forget about you.

PTEM's juniors' induction program (first batch)

So, the induction program for the juniors was held on the 5^th, 6^th, and 8^th of January. As I had anticipated, it was tiring, but fun. The new lower sixth students had their orientation in the afternoon, from 2pm-4pm. We, PRS, had meetings every lunch time for the preparations. I had to skip from having lunch. Although, in the end, I think it was worth it. I feel happy seeing them having fun, making memories. How I wish I can turn back the time on the moment I was having mine. I think, we have made a history, cause we made the juniors, cried. The games we prepared for them were extreme, I guess. But the games were backboned with good morals. (oh yeah, since i'm the head of religous in prs, i had to perform the prayers before and after the program)

On the first day of the orientation, our main game was ‘Face Your Fear’. We simply tell them to close their eyes, and let them hold something that was extremely exaggerated fearful reptiles of some sort, when it was only a wet balloon. With the help of our acting, most of them fell for it.

On the second day of orientation, the main game was.. well, I forgot the name. Basically, each person was given the opportunity to save only 2 persons among them juniors. The rest of the juniors that they couldn’t save, they had to shout to their face “YOU DON’T DESERVE TO LIVE”. Mind you, we shout at them. We made them feel guilty for couldn’t saving the rest. And this girl, was like, really crying half the way, but we forced her to carry on. So in tears, she screamed “YOU DON’T DESERVE TO LIVE”. Finally, when she was done, I asked for an apology, and on why she cried. She was reluctant to answer, but she did tell me. She was sad because she couldn’t save all of her best friends, and I was touched.

On the last day, the main game was ‘Never Give Up’. They were divided into 4 persons per group. One had to be a person who was trying to reach his/her goal, and the other three had to be the ‘wall’, obstacles for them to reach their goals. They had to do whatever it takes (verbally) to make the obstacles give up. Beg, scold, ask for pity, being reasonable, whatever. And this junior, I made her cry. Well, not intentionally. She said that she remembered her mother that time. Who had passed away. I felt sudden guilt eating me slowly inside. Thank God, I had the chance to ask for an apology, and the chance to comfort her. But she did say that she was okay later.

It was a bitter-sweet memories but I hope I’ll do better for the second batch.

the body achieves what the mind believes

see the title? it's a motivational words. it's logic, cause that's psychology.

so, as i was trying to find a perfect moment to start moving on from you, my eyes were caught by these words. so i tried to utter ' i hate you, f', but out of the blue, my teeth, as if they had minds of their own, bit my tounge.

so tell me, what does that mean?

happy new year!

it's 2011! and it's 2.01.2011. haha. i couldn't believe how fast 2010 went. it got a little bit of everything i'd say. for this new year, i've made a new list fills with things i wanna do. among them are; to be ambidextrous, to be a vegetarian, learn to skate, to blade, to bake and much more. wish me luck! ^^,